I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for being so insecure and get sad easily...

Today, I felt like you were ignoring me because I did something wrong and although you said it wasn't me, I can't help it and I became sad for a really long time. Don't feel bad, it's not your fault. It's mine.

For being so stupid.
For being so sensitive and used to being threatened and abused.
It's just I'm so scared of losing you.
It's something I hope doesn't happen.
It's my now #1 fear.

I'm sorry, Meri Jaan. 
I hope you can forgive me for everything.


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